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May 8, 2022 / Life

Recipe for Hate

I don’t like staying alone / being alone for a sustained period of time. It’s a trait that I’m sure I’ve inherited from my old-timer. On the plus side though, it’s led me here. No control Of late I’ve been confronted with a situation I have no idea how to deal with involving 2 parties.…

July 14, 2021 / Life

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We’re all just people trying to get along We’re all just people trying to make our way We’re all just people Trying to make it through another day I’m a tinker, I’m a tailor I’m a soldier, I’m a sailor I’m a doctor, I’m a lawyer, I’m a thief I’m a drinker, I’m a thinker…

March 5, 2021 / Thought

I do not know how to talk to strangers

A hot summer’s day, in the early evening. There were four of us sipping on much anticipated cold beverages. My friend generally was the one carrying most of the conversation within the group and the moment he went to take care of some business the table was quiet. It felt a bit awkward at first…

November 13, 2020 / Life

Kevin’s heart

I’m finding it really difficult to write these days, not that I don’t have stories or thoughts to share but rather the drive to actually write something that is thoughtful and something with substance for each of you could probably take away from. Anyway, let’s see how it goes.

August 29, 2020 / Thought

Insecurities, what does it do to us.

For a few weeks now I have been lamenting over insecurities, how it can manifest and define who we are. Sometimes it’s for the better if it’s addressed, sometimes it’s for the worst. We all have our own insecurities, it’s a very human thing and it’s not necessarily a bad thing. A lot of the…

April 6, 2020 / Thought

Filters

Day 11 and I got into an argument with Miss. She was watching a movie, one of the Fifty shade of Grey films and I happened to join her during one of my brief breaks. Casually I begin to pick apart the movie because I have an idea of what it is about but the…

March 20, 2020 / Life

Alcoholism, it’s not exactly what I thought it was: A message from an Alcoholic to an alcoholic

I am writing with a hungover while being a little loaded. I feel like at any given moment my stomach will pack it in and it’s contents projected all over my machine and workspace. It’s terrible and I just don’t care anymore. Caring, of late I feel like I don’t care about my general health…

December 6, 2019 / Thought

Can we be saved has the damage all been done?

Last night I went for another evening of karaoke in part because it was being hosted at a new venue and also wanted to celebrate life and the company of each other, me and my people, then reality crept in as the night went on. The venue The Food Box is a food market I’ve…

December 3, 2019 / Thought

2019 in Review.

2019 has come and gone and here I’m touching on 3 components that someone was kind enough of to compile and make this post easier to write.

November 24, 2019 / Thought

The pursuit of happiness, what is it that I want?

I am writing this today because I think I am at a crossroad where I need to take more active control over my life. This year has been wonderful at the same time quite dark, literally and figuratively speaking. I am writing to today because I want to publicly state that I need to stop…

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