It’s been an interesting few weeks. A lot of learning, productivity and most importantly feeling contempt with life. The best part of all considering that it was month end I was broke I couldn’t quite indulge in one of my favourite pastimes, drink. Instead, I found that if you’re an active body, on the move you’ll won’t have much time thinking about one thing for too long; and at the end of the day you’ll be exhausted and will pass out with ease. It explains why some people enjoy running.
Given my profession, I sit in one place for a really long time without moving unless I’m going to the bathroom, on a food hunt or do something that is brief. I think the problem with this, for me at least I get stuck in my head and think about stuff which will put me in a funk, and will want to drink so I don’t have to think about it anymore. Some would argue that I’m an alcoholic considering how much I frequent the bottle. I don’t think I am because I am headstrong, and thankful not to have addictive behaviour.
For a few months now I’ve spent too much money on boozing it up, money that could have been put to far better use, yet I don’t because I am a space where I am just doing my own thing. I am sure it’ll get better next year, and I’ll start to walk the line, but who knows.
Some of you may be thinking, “Hey, you could be read a book, go for a run, go to the gym or something”, and I would agree for the most part. I want to start running actually, I just need that push to get me going, even though I prefer to walk over running any day. I can eat kilometres by strolling and not even think about it – it’s my thing.
I started this post because I wanted to speak about people and how they interest me. We all have a story to tell and some of the people I have met/come across of late fascinate the hell of me, and actually want to share what interests me about them. I think I’m going to write a series each person instead of dumping it here because this post will go on forever, so yeah.